Sex, Drugs and Complications 13 by MissArkhamAngel, literature
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Sex, Drugs and Complications 13
Chapter13
''You want my opinion? You did the right thing'' Lee tried to assure me. I didn't know who else to go to, he was the only one who'd give me an honest answer to the question that was playing over and over in my head.
''Am I a bad person Lee'' I said through tears
''For the last time, no'' he told me, ''You did what was best for you''
''Yeah. I put myself first and not him, I put my feelings before his!'' I cried
''Lex the only problem with you is you always put everyone before yourself'' Lee said, ''I'm not saying theres anything wrong with that but it doesn't hurt to just take care of your own feelings once and a while''
''Car
Sex, Drugs and Complications 12 by MissArkhamAngel, literature
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Sex, Drugs and Complications 12
Chapter12
Carter took off again three days later. I had tried to reason with him and make him tell me where he was and what he was doing while he was away the first time but I never had such luck with him, he just clammed up and shut himself off from me, didn't want to look at me never mind talk to me. Didn't return my calls, pretended he wasn't home when I went to his apartment. I couldn't deal with this, I tried my best but I couldn't do it anymore. I had to do something, something I'd probably regret in the long run because I loved him so much but it was the right thing, for both of us. I took a piece of paper, a pen and an envelope and w
Sex, Drugs and Complications 11 by MissArkhamAngel, literature
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Sex, Drugs and Complications 11
Chapter 11
Four days passed, I didn't see Carter or hear from him. I was worried. I imagined the worse. Ronnie told me that he'd come back when he was ready but that didn't stop me from calling the hospitals, even the police.
''He'll be back I wouldn't even bother worrying''
''No Ronnie I will bother worrying he's not been home for two days'' I snapped, ''What if he's lying in a ditch somewhere?-''
''How many ditches have you seen in LA?'' Ronnie laughed
''Or what if he's hurt? I know the states he gets in''
''I'm sure he's fine, he's disappeared for longer. When he was 10 he ran away from home and lived in my yard for four days''
''Yo
Sex, Drugs and Complications 10 by MissArkhamAngel, literature
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Sex, Drugs and Complications 10
Chapter 10
''Where did you disappear to earlier?'' Carter asked me when I got home, I didn't answer him as I was still shaken about seeing Lee in that state. ''Oh wait don't tell me. You went to see him didn't you?'' He had a look of disappointment as well as disgust on his face
''Well someone had to and it clearly wasn't going to be you'' I snapped
''Because I don't care thats why''
''Somewhere in life I think someone drained all the compassion out of you or have you always been so cold?'' I was appalled by his attitude
''I'm only cold when it concerns him'' He said lighting up a cigarette
''I don't believe you sometimes Carter I reall
Sex, Drugs and Complications 9 by MissArkhamAngel, literature
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Sex, Drugs and Complications 9
Chapter Nine
''Lex?'' Lee said timidly as he half opened the door to me, the chain was still on and all I could see of him was his eyes he was clearly hiding something
''Is this a bad time?'' I asked, ''I can come back if it is''
''No, no, no'' he said, ''Come on in just give me a sec'' he closed the door and took the chain off, I heard a rush of running water and then he let me in. I looked around his kitchenette; the sink was filled with blood-red liquid and some was even flecked on the floor. There was an ashtray in the middle of his table with a half smoked joint propped up inside it. ''So what can I do for you?'' Lee sniffed and wince